NWMS:
Both of your parents
were raised in orphanages. I know first hand, as most of us do,
the effects our family history has on how we ourselves are
nurtured and raised. How do you feel this effected your upbringing
by your parents? Also, how do you think your upbringing has
effected the way you have raised your daughter?
RICKIE:
Actually my dad was not
raised in an orphanage. His dad was a vaudeville star and the dad
was always traveling. My dad went to boarding schools, but ran
away I guess at a young age. He was on his own, quit school, sixth
grade. Self educated, went to the Pasadena playhouse to study
acting when I was three. He loved literature, loved to write, I am
sure felt a bit shy about quitting school, but was very proud of
his love of literature and made sure I learned it, reading to me
from Shakespeare and don Quixote so that I would appreciate the
great works. Of course I didn't. But I can know the play about the
pound of flesh and the female jurist who extracts from the Jew not
one drop of blood be spilled in his collection of his debt. My dad
made me read that with him when I was twelve, or fourteen, or
something. It was torture then. But now I think of it and see
myself, trying to impart something here or there to my own
daughter. Funny.
The main thing I think is this itinerated thing, this sense of
being a westerner, a pioneer, a traveler. We are always moving on.
WE are not the Europeans, or even the easterners, who settled and
stayed. We are that spirit that keeps moving on. The gold miners,
the cotton pickers, the waitresses and the truck drivers. The
actors and the singers. That is kind of the spirit of the west, I
think. That is why the architecture is poor here, because
everything seems to be built temporarily. No one thinks they are
going to be here much longer, so they build it to fall down. At
least that's my theory. Why else would they keep building these
terrible strip malls and new housing developments that are falling
down before they are ten years old? Must be a kind of unspoken
ethic that no one is going to stay here anyway. That makes the
idea of quick money ethical. It's a strange morality out here in
the west. You can really see how we are descended from the gun
fighter, the cattle rancher, the miner. Poor people fighting the
river to build a cabin and fight hostile forces just to have a new
life when they could have stayed out in St. Louis. Of course,
probably better that they left. the westerners!
NWMS:
You were brought up Catholic. How
would you describe your spirituality today?
RICKIE:
I was brought up Catholic. I like them, I still visit priests, go
by the church from time to time. I was never really indoctrinated.
I can't go for all those rules and do it like this or God can't
hear you. But I enjoy the church, and the idea that people are
also looking for God. I don't like the idea that they are looking
for a church, though. I don't like that they get pompous and
puffed up, or that they recite the mass like they are reading a
laundry list. I don't think there are rules. I think we make God
as we go, that that is the nature and divine intrigue of faith. If
you believe you will create it, if you do not believe it will not
be for you. Its not like they say, 'don't believe, its ok, we will
be there for you.' They make it quite clear that you must believe.
So I think it is crucial, this fight with good and evil, if you
will, the fight for life over extinction, that we believe all good
things, and make them manifest. Believe God is all loving. Let go
of all that sin stuff. Remember that you are going to create the
thing you are, so be forgiving, kind, hopeful. Bring your best
into the world and watch it come right back to you. Do it for
itself, not for what it brings, though know that it brings
goodness. Celebrate, God wants lots of singing and joyful noise
and celebration. Wake up and say thank you, lay your head down and
say thank you, thanking yourself, God, the air and the sun. Don't
spend time grieving and complaining. We need your good energy and
power. We are so magnificent and filled with power we spend a lot
of time creating all kind of imaginary architecture to trip
ourselves, to entertain ourselves. Let some of that go, and watch
how you catapult yourself into the direction you choose. Choose.
Choose a direction and go in it. Keep seeking, and the prayer is
for guidance, for serving, asking to go in the direction you are
meant to be. Then I believe you will see the way. You must use
your own oars to get there. But you can get where you will be
happy if you are intent on serving, and you keep faith that your
way is guided, that you have good to bring, that a magic is at
work, and that you can never know or define the true nature of
things. First, because it is still to be written, and second
because it is not in our physical nature to be able to discern.
But we sense it, in terms like good and evil, or in terms like
life and death, here and there, now and then. Time, space, all
those are representations. Have faith that you are a part of the
Word being spoken. Feel the glory all about you.
NWMS:
You chose to start your own record
label. There seems to be a great revolution occurring in the way
music finds its way to people. How do you feel about the music
business today verses the music business twenty-five years ago?
RICKIE:
The music business is totally
different. When I started the music business was an extension of
music, of musicians, somewhat anyway. That died, it was taken over
by non musician businessmen. Now they have run it to the ground,
and the internet and great minds stole the music out form under
these greedy bastards. Now they are having to lose their jobs
while it reforms. I like the idea of the internet, and I also like
the idea from back then of a large package, album size, with great
art. It was fun. I miss it.
NWMS:
Furniture For The People is a very
eclectic and diverse website, both socially and creatively. How
would you best describe the site?
RICKIE:
Well I think you described it already.
It is an evolving community. I want to see it do things like
create music, and I want even to see the community do some of the
creating. It will take time. It's an act of faith which also
requires some monitoring. Bad folks come from time to time. Bored
and capable, they try to bring it down! But it's primary goal is
to be a haven for left thinking, to remind folks that the right
does not own any flag or patriotism or country or government and
to provide cheap products from myself.
NWMS:
What is like to tour in the year 2003 compared
to touring when your first record was released in 1979?
RICKIE:
This tour now is completely different. I am not
afraid. I am there to welcome you. When I was a beginner, I was
afraid you might not like me. Now I know I can comfort you when
you come. It's a completely different situation.
NWMS:
I recently met a high profile artist
who seemed to be highly intoxicated and possibly under the
influence of something other than alcohol when I met them. I know
that you yourself have had experiences with drugs. What would you
say to an up and coming musician with their entire career laying
before their feet?
RICKIE:
To all of the independent artists who
are just starting out and trying to find their way, this can be a
very difficult career path and an uphill journey. You know, every
single person must carve out their own truth, that is the nature
of our spiritual path. The thing you will find out is that you
serve, and that will give you your power. You are there to serve,
the audience puts itself in your hands, not the other way around.
You are the one with the cup, the wine, the sacrament, they come
to hear the mass, but you simply perform, and they receive what
they have come for. You have good nights, better nights, but you
give what you can and that's it, that's your job. Then you go home
and take care of your children.
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